I don’t want to wake up.
and grabs on to me like a big ass teddy bear when she realizes she turned away in her sleep.
You know the show, “Intervention” ?
There’s always that one moment they show where the person I super fucked up and you think to yourself, “Damn, they need help. That’s pretty fucking terrible.”
I just had mine. I’m lactose intolerant and I can’t stop eating dairy products. This massive dump I just took just broke the toilet and I can’t find the plunger. I look like a damn fool with this wire hanger.
You are now included in this moment of my illustrious life. You’re welcome.
I feel like I’m so easy when it comes to letting people in but they have the damnedest time letting me in. It gets me down but fuck it.
I am who I am and I hve never shied away from getting what and who I want. I just need to be who I am and let her see I’m not them.
I can’t wait until the fucking day I get to say “I told you so,” when she finally sees it though. I do take that personal and it will only drive me to be doubted. I just think it sucks that I’m like this open book. I hope it’s not in vain that I am